walls

I listen and hear your words, but the actions you show me conflict with what is being said.

It’s always truths, facts, and real shit you speak.

Calling you out on your lies just causes chaos.

Slowly building the walls around my body and soul is tiresome, but you realizing you no longer have a hold on me is enough satisfaction.

Months have passed since you finally left me alone with my thoughts and walls.

There is someone whom has taken an interest is wanting to penetrate the walls and see the deepest, darkest depths of my soul.

Giving the smallest amount, he accepts without question, allowing the pace to proceed at whatever rate is being offered.

He’s now doing the same thing.

The bond is growing strong, which is petrifying and has my brain wanting to self sabotage.

No way do I deserve any of this….

Or maybe I do….

I’ll never truly know, because my heart, brain, and soul have different agendas.

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